053/366 - 02/22/12 Back to school after a long 4 day weekend which was 3/4 taken up by being sick. Talks with Alex on the bus; feels easier to talk to him now :) seeing people I wanted to see today~ Ash Wednesday celebration was a little awks since it was in the classroom. Being back in the front really does make me pay attention, but I feel like I haven’t really absorbed much -_- Yay for music!!! Played awesome stuff and feel like I played well today, minus Milan pointing out that we (clarinets, aka me and Christine) were being chatty, when we hardly were D: plus we haven’t seen each other for ages (aka the long weekend), what does he expect? LOL. Milan talking to me after class ended about how I should make up a resume… Didn’t know what he was talking about at first since he used such a fancy term hahaha. Made me feel better how he said me being humble was “cool”, but that I should be more confident and really put out what I can do because this year he’s really gotten to know more about me that he didn’t know before… Dear god the tears that were mentally flowing down my cheeks :’) Picked up Christine’s guitar and started day 2 of my self-lessons. Milan stopped and taught me some helpful tips and some that could really help me out once I learn my chords. At first I didn’t really get it, but once I started trying it out, switching between got easier because there were similarities :) Me gusta the many Milan moments I’ve had today :D seriously need to cut my nails though… Such a pain to play with LOL. Tried learning chords to For the Nights I Can’t Remember by Hedley; got somewhere but the tuning just bothered me so I tried tuning the guitar… hahahaha. I’d want to say I did an okay job, but probably not LOL. Memorized all the chords though, so it’s definitely progress! Saw Mario at lunch!!! GODDAMIT I HAVE NOT SEEN THAT CHILD SINCE SEPTEMBER D: hope I see him again soon and we get to talk, since I only said hi and a bunch of gibberish I cannot remember xD Took notes in Social, and read more Oedipus in English. Told Ochoa my research project topic, which I have now decided to be The Development of an Only Child: Introverted or Extrovert. Not sure if that title will stick but that’s what I’ve come up with so far. Oedipus fascinates me and I really do enjoy reading it. I wish I could read our loud in class, I actually love it… Tomorrow if she asks I’ll definitely take it up! The irony… So beautiful. When she asks questions I really want to answer them, but the self I have grown up with fears to raise her hand. Which is why I chose that topic for my project. Because I am so much more, but fear sharing and being open :( sigh… Religion was better. Didn’t do work so just talked with the peeps in my group. Not really close to Emily so I was not very comfortable in joining the conversations, but today I feel some ice was broken so all will be well :) Stayed after school to watch the basketball game that didn’t start till 4:45, so I waited it out in the music room. Tried to learn more guitar but my fingers were sore and I didn’t want to play on the rhythm guitar. So I decided to join jazz choir practice. Really loving the new Michael Bublé song they’re doing! Sad that they will be taking Sway away from me though… My song :’( Cute how they’re a female quartet though haha. Went to the game a bit late and watched for about an hour. Niko didn’t get to play, which was the main reason I came so that was a fail -_- and turns out we lost which was another downer :( got a ride home with Angelica and came home to an empty house. So sad. Waited for my parents till 6:30 and finally ate dinner. Tummy still wasn’t completely recovered from sick days, so I was pretty hungry throughout the day :( Played/practiced some piano, watched an episode of anime, and finally caught myself up on these blog posts! Now time for bed because I’m super tired and it’s another long day tomorrow!

053/366 - 02/22/12

Back to school after a long 4 day weekend which was 3/4 taken up by being sick.

Talks with Alex on the bus; feels easier to talk to him now :) seeing people I wanted to see today~ Ash Wednesday celebration was a little awks since it was in the classroom. Being back in the front really does make me pay attention, but I feel like I haven’t really absorbed much -_-

Yay for music!!! Played awesome stuff and feel like I played well today, minus Milan pointing out that we (clarinets, aka me and Christine) were being chatty, when we hardly were D: plus we haven’t seen each other for ages (aka the long weekend), what does he expect? LOL.

Milan talking to me after class ended about how I should make up a resume… Didn’t know what he was talking about at first since he used such a fancy term hahaha. Made me feel better how he said me being humble was “cool”, but that I should be more confident and really put out what I can do because this year he’s really gotten to know more about me that he didn’t know before… Dear god the tears that were mentally flowing down my cheeks :’) Picked up Christine’s guitar and started day 2 of my self-lessons. Milan stopped and taught me some helpful tips and some that could really help me out once I learn my chords. At first I didn’t really get it, but once I started trying it out, switching between got easier because there were similarities :) Me gusta the many Milan moments I’ve had today :D seriously need to cut my nails though… Such a pain to play with LOL. Tried learning chords to For the Nights I Can’t Remember by Hedley; got somewhere but the tuning just bothered me so I tried tuning the guitar… hahahaha. I’d want to say I did an okay job, but probably not LOL. Memorized all the chords though, so it’s definitely progress!

Saw Mario at lunch!!! GODDAMIT I HAVE NOT SEEN THAT CHILD SINCE SEPTEMBER D: hope I see him again soon and we get to talk, since I only said hi and a bunch of gibberish I cannot remember xD

Took notes in Social, and read more Oedipus in English. Told Ochoa my research project topic, which I have now decided to be The Development of an Only Child: Introverted or Extrovert. Not sure if that title will stick but that’s what I’ve come up with so far. Oedipus fascinates me and I really do enjoy reading it. I wish I could read our loud in class, I actually love it… Tomorrow if she asks I’ll definitely take it up! The irony… So beautiful. When she asks questions I really want to answer them, but the self I have grown up with fears to raise her hand. Which is why I chose that topic for my project. Because I am so much more, but fear sharing and being open :( sigh…

Religion was better. Didn’t do work so just talked with the peeps in my group. Not really close to Emily so I was not very comfortable in joining the conversations, but today I feel some ice was broken so all will be well :)

Stayed after school to watch the basketball game that didn’t start till 4:45, so I waited it out in the music room. Tried to learn more guitar but my fingers were sore and I didn’t want to play on the rhythm guitar. So I decided to join jazz choir practice. Really loving the new Michael Bublé song they’re doing! Sad that they will be taking Sway away from me though… My song :’( Cute how they’re a female quartet though haha.

Went to the game a bit late and watched for about an hour. Niko didn’t get to play, which was the main reason I came so that was a fail -_- and turns out we lost which was another downer :( got a ride home with Angelica and came home to an empty house. So sad. Waited for my parents till 6:30 and finally ate dinner. Tummy still wasn’t completely recovered from sick days, so I was pretty hungry throughout the day :(

Played/practiced some piano, watched an episode of anime, and finally caught myself up on these blog posts! Now time for bed because I’m super tired and it’s another long day tomorrow!

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