117/366 - 04/26/12 Really shitty day. Did not feel good at all. Only happy moment was fan fueling with Angelica about the concert. I felt cold, moody and my head was pounding all day. Just wanted to go home and sleep. Woke up earlier than usual and I was exhausted from the night before… Not pleasant. Math dragged on forever. Music was bearable because playing is always fun. Saw Siana’s cute baby photos and photos; that girl needs to accepts that she’s beautiful! Practiced a bit during spare, then had a feels session with Angelica in the practice room while listening to Said The Whale. Soo happy I had barbecue for lunch. Another useless music council meeting. Social was meh; always seems to drag on. Milan asking me if i was okay because I wasn’t feeling too hot. freaking Malcolm ruining the moment by pushing me out of the room and saying his usual awkward things “So the baby comes out!” LOL WTF. English was spent in the lab where I did nothing. Got blocked in the hallway and spent a good 20 minutes outside of class. Fun to play around and talk to Brandon and Karen :) Milan witnessing me being sandwiched LOL. Worked more on religion; yay talks with George. Honor Band… God I was not in the mood. Glad I got to play by myself for the first piece. I sounded soo good. I wish it was like this all the time. Or just me and Marcus. I played the Sheherazande part perfectly, then it sounded like shit when they both came in lol. Then… The fucking thing happened. Shelby’s asthma attack. It scared me shitless. I couldn’t talk to anyone; I was soo damned worried. Thank you to Elise for her sympathetic rub on the back and Taran; for both asking me if I was okay. It actually meant a lot to me. Sat worried sick by the window. Really got me thinking as it started to rain; this is why I can’t be a doctor. I get too attached to people and I can’t stand it when they suffer. Then I thought about all of the other people in the world, and how there’s soo much worse and I wanted to cry. When Shelby walked to the ambulance, I felt like a weight was taken off my shoulders. Went home and cancelled my piano lessons since I felt like shit and my head was pounding. Stayed in bed the whole night. So much for getting my multigenre project started… Oh well.

117/366 - 04/26/12

Really shitty day. Did not feel good at all. Only happy moment was fan fueling with Angelica about the concert. I felt cold, moody and my head was pounding all day. Just wanted to go home and sleep.

Woke up earlier than usual and I was exhausted from the night before… Not pleasant.

Math dragged on forever. Music was bearable because playing is always fun. Saw Siana’s cute baby photos and photos; that girl needs to accepts that she’s beautiful! Practiced a bit during spare, then had a feels session with Angelica in the practice room while listening to Said The Whale.

Soo happy I had barbecue for lunch. Another useless music council meeting.

Social was meh; always seems to drag on. Milan asking me if i was okay because I wasn’t feeling too hot. freaking Malcolm ruining the moment by pushing me out of the room and saying his usual awkward things “So the baby comes out!” LOL WTF. English was spent in the lab where I did nothing. Got blocked in the hallway and spent a good 20 minutes outside of class. Fun to play around and talk to Brandon and Karen :) Milan witnessing me being sandwiched LOL. Worked more on religion; yay talks with George.

Honor Band… God I was not in the mood. Glad I got to play by myself for the first piece. I sounded soo good. I wish it was like this all the time. Or just me and Marcus. I played the Sheherazande part perfectly, then it sounded like shit when they both came in lol. Then… The fucking thing happened. Shelby’s asthma attack. It scared me shitless. I couldn’t talk to anyone; I was soo damned worried. Thank you to Elise for her sympathetic rub on the back and Taran; for both asking me if I was okay. It actually meant a lot to me. Sat worried sick by the window. Really got me thinking as it started to rain; this is why I can’t be a doctor. I get too attached to people and I can’t stand it when they suffer. Then I thought about all of the other people in the world, and how there’s soo much worse and I wanted to cry. When Shelby walked to the ambulance, I felt like a weight was taken off my shoulders.

Went home and cancelled my piano lessons since I felt like shit and my head was pounding. Stayed in bed the whole night. So much for getting my multigenre project started… Oh well.

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104/366 - 04/13/12 Second Friday the 13th of the year! Also the one year anniversary of the Anaheim trip. Can’t believe a year has already gone by since then! Time sure has flown by. Senior year is already coming close to an end… Damn. Where has life itself gone? Weather was not pleasant today. Yes I love rain, but not on the day I have to wear Toms and am carrying a crapload of stuff in my bag. Lived through the day; can’t recall much but my eyes hurting near the end having to force me to wear my glasses till the dance started. Oh we got to play on the professional instruments in band again! Clarinet was amazing! Wish I got to try the really nice one :( Awesome of John to let us practice with them the block after :) Chilled in the band room, listening to music and such. Felt totally awkward with the guys and other people around. Just was not feeling energetic in general. Foreshadow of the blahness during the dance. “YOU’RE SUCH A SLUT” - Siana. Milan, just being there every damned time HAHHAHAHAHA. Helped John load up the instruments in the can after school; soo cold!! Walked to Husky’s with Siana in the rain. Soo cold and was eating an apple while walking LOL. Was supposed to pick up some water but they didn’t seek them in packs, so ended up getting beef jerky and a red bull. Went back and my Toms were soaked. Got changed after having some Mariana’s Trench creyes on the piano with Alex. Felt like Cuba again (minus actually being there and being happy). Wore the same outfit, and the wet Toms just made me feel nostalgic. Got my hair done by Naomi; felt super pretty and beachy :) wish my hair turned out like that during the dance at Cuba LOL. Would’ve felt sexier and more confident ;) Almost getting killed by everyone’s frisbee game. Ate yummy food after :D Same panini’s as the last dance, and swiped up two Nutella strawberry desserts and Doritos. Felt soo good to eat. Pretty much chilled the rest of the time before the dance. Didn’t do much in coat check the whole night either LOL. Such a win. The most I did was rip tape, tickets, and put a few things away. Went out to dance and was not feeling it at all. It was too light outside and there was barely any people. Kind of sad. Salsa’d with bandies; all the Cuba memories :’( Playing the Cuban songs even got Trufyn reminiscing. Dance trains. The hockey game on the big screen. Perf time. Christine and Alex getting owned as Trufyn saw their middle finger dance. Love bonding with the bandies. Milan and Truf moments. Busty’s heart drawing around Trufyn’s name on the fogged widow LOL. Release of the feels in the gym. Went home and watched the ending of an Ashley Tisdale movie. Quite good. Ate food and slept late. So much for having a mind blowing last high school dance. Just didn’t feel it tonight. Nothing can compare to the dance in Cuba, sorry.

104/366 - 04/13/12

Second Friday the 13th of the year! Also the one year anniversary of the Anaheim trip. Can’t believe a year has already gone by since then! Time sure has flown by. Senior year is already coming close to an end… Damn. Where has life itself gone?

Weather was not pleasant today. Yes I love rain, but not on the day I have to wear Toms and am carrying a crapload of stuff in my bag.

Lived through the day; can’t recall much but my eyes hurting near the end having to force me to wear my glasses till the dance started. Oh we got to play on the professional instruments in band again! Clarinet was amazing! Wish I got to try the really nice one :( Awesome of John to let us practice with them the block after :)

Chilled in the band room, listening to music and such. Felt totally awkward with the guys and other people around. Just was not feeling energetic in general. Foreshadow of the blahness during the dance.

“YOU’RE SUCH A SLUT” - Siana. Milan, just being there every damned time HAHHAHAHAHA.

Helped John load up the instruments in the can after school; soo cold!!

Walked to Husky’s with Siana in the rain. Soo cold and was eating an apple while walking LOL. Was supposed to pick up some water but they didn’t seek them in packs, so ended up getting beef jerky and a red bull.

Went back and my Toms were soaked.

Got changed after having some Mariana’s Trench creyes on the piano with Alex.

Felt like Cuba again (minus actually being there and being happy). Wore the same outfit, and the wet Toms just made me feel nostalgic.

Got my hair done by Naomi; felt super pretty and beachy :) wish my hair turned out like that during the dance at Cuba LOL. Would’ve felt sexier and more confident ;) Almost getting killed by everyone’s frisbee game.

Ate yummy food after :D Same panini’s as the last dance, and swiped up two Nutella strawberry desserts and Doritos. Felt soo good to eat.

Pretty much chilled the rest of the time before the dance. Didn’t do much in coat check the whole night either LOL. Such a win. The most I did was rip tape, tickets, and put a few things away.

Went out to dance and was not feeling it at all. It was too light outside and there was barely any people. Kind of sad.

Salsa’d with bandies; all the Cuba memories :’( Playing the Cuban songs even got Trufyn reminiscing. Dance trains. The hockey game on the big screen. Perf time. Christine and Alex getting owned as Trufyn saw their middle finger dance. Love bonding with the bandies.

Milan and Truf moments.

Busty’s heart drawing around Trufyn’s name on the fogged widow LOL.

Release of the feels in the gym.

Went home and watched the ending of an Ashley Tisdale movie. Quite good. Ate food and slept late.

So much for having a mind blowing last high school dance. Just didn’t feel it tonight. Nothing can compare to the dance in Cuba, sorry.

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099/366 - 04/08/12 Happy Easter Sunday! Never wanted to leave my bed. Soo happy I didn’t have to teach. Surprisingly they got home before we left for mass. Mom had serious talk with Arnel. Headed on over to mass. Got there pretty early. Ended up sitting with Ate Nicole’s family. Once again, unfocused during mass. Felt soo long. Went to my house for Easter Sunday lunch since, for once, no one had anything planned. Had spaghetti, KFC, and baguette. Yum yum. Had some talks in the living room. Thank you for Ate Nicole’s “ADD” and keeping conversation. After they left just chilled. For invited for last minute dinner to Tita Norma’s. Parents went but I decided to stay home. Me being the awks person I am, stayed in my room the entire time. Managed to clean my closet, which was a good thing. Got hungry though :( Ate a late awkward dinner with them lol. Yay for all the awks!! I think I finished up uploading Cuba pictures. Yay for all the comments and likes in the albums :) Got a call from Baby Whale and shared feels and cried about Cuba. Can’t be tamed. All of these feelings.

099/366 - 04/08/12

Happy Easter Sunday!

Never wanted to leave my bed. Soo happy I didn’t have to teach. Surprisingly they got home before we left for mass. Mom had serious talk with Arnel.

Headed on over to mass. Got there pretty early. Ended up sitting with Ate Nicole’s family. Once again, unfocused during mass. Felt soo long.

Went to my house for Easter Sunday lunch since, for once, no one had anything planned. Had spaghetti, KFC, and baguette. Yum yum. Had some talks in the living room. Thank you for Ate Nicole’s “ADD” and keeping conversation.

After they left just chilled. For invited for last minute dinner to Tita Norma’s. Parents went but I decided to stay home. Me being the awks person I am, stayed in my room the entire time. Managed to clean my closet, which was a good thing. Got hungry though :( Ate a late awkward dinner with them lol. Yay for all the awks!!

I think I finished up uploading Cuba pictures. Yay for all the comments and likes in the albums :)

Got a call from Baby Whale and shared feels and cried about Cuba. Can’t be tamed. All of these feelings.

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100/366 - 04/09/12 Happy 100th day of the year! I can’t believe 100 days have gone by since 2012 started. Soo much has happened within the past 3 months, that I’m baffled to be here where I am now! Another day off that the Easter long weekend has blessed me with. Was supposed to go watch Titanic with Christine, but that got cancelled so I just chilled at home. Got out of bed late and ate brunch with my dad when he got home. Watched some tv and such. Went to the park at 2 and hung out with Andrew for an hour :) haven’t talked to him in forever like this! Good brother and sister time. Talked about life and told him in full detail and video of my Gilberto times. The sun was warm but the wind was cold and it was not comfortable. Got home and had a creyes session in my bed; the one week anniversary of leaving Cuba. Fuck I just can’t accept life right now. I feel so lost and confused and everything doesn’t feel right. I miss it soo damned much. Took a nap after, then woke up for dinner. Painted my nails. It’s been a while. Love the pink with the purple accent on one finger :3 Lol so much for catching up on all of my school work during the long weekend. I’m so hilarious.

100/366 - 04/09/12

Happy 100th day of the year! I can’t believe 100 days have gone by since 2012 started. Soo much has happened within the past 3 months, that I’m baffled to be here where I am now!

Another day off that the Easter long weekend has blessed me with. Was supposed to go watch Titanic with Christine, but that got cancelled so I just chilled at home.

Got out of bed late and ate brunch with my dad when he got home. Watched some tv and such.

Went to the park at 2 and hung out with Andrew for an hour :) haven’t talked to him in forever like this! Good brother and sister time. Talked about life and told him in full detail and video of my Gilberto times. The sun was warm but the wind was cold and it was not comfortable.

Got home and had a creyes session in my bed; the one week anniversary of leaving Cuba. Fuck I just can’t accept life right now. I feel so lost and confused and everything doesn’t feel right. I miss it soo damned much.

Took a nap after, then woke up for dinner.

Painted my nails. It’s been a while. Love the pink with the purple accent on one finger :3

Lol so much for catching up on all of my school work during the long weekend. I’m so hilarious.

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090/366 - 03/30/12 Slept pretty early the night before. Maybe 11 or 12? All cause we had time to shower early LOL. Woke up at 4 and couldn’t go back to sleep since my mind was crowded by the happenings of yesterday an what O wanted to happen at the party -_- Played games on phone to compensate boredom of lying in bed. So dead on the bus ride. Played at another music school, but for elementary and secondary students. Love playing out in the open air venues :) So refreshing! Listened to the 7th grade (I think) girls choir perform. Such beautiful voices… And the accompanying LB who played precussion and had hands and height. Little pedo moment LOL. The bus was parked right beside a small sidewalk and an old lady wanted to get through so I moved out of the way and she smiled and said gracias :D Felt so good inside! Headed to a nice neighborhood to go to wear we would watch Afro Cuban dancing. It was at a hotel called Le Select. As I took a picture of the sign, I ended up tripping on those damned little steps in the doorway and a man working there laughed at me -_- The performance was crazy! So much energy from the dancers as they performed in the midday boiling sun AND did two sets all barefoot! The first dance with the gods was hilarious haha. The silly red gods stealing people’s things and messing around xD The older man with the crazy eyes but very built arms o_o The pretty hot guy who sat upon my lap and leaned on my legs. Damn I’m seriously getting lucky on this trip LOL. ALL THE HOT MALES!!! The red gods smelling Jack and Alex’a shoes xD Jack being pulled up to dance with the stick and being carried off by his man HAHAHAHA. So cute! Their second performance was bananas. The theme was slaves working in the sugar came fields. They were making crazy noises and the impregnating dance was freaking amusing as hell xD They pulled us up to dance after, and it was hella fun :) copied their moved and the conga line was so intense that my hips were hurting LOL. Damn is dancing a workout! On our way out Alex trips on the bridge and face plants. Poor Baby Whale, but so funny LOL. Seriously tripping day for the Filipinos. Which reminds me, we were the only Filipinos on the trip which was awesome :D Got on the bus and it was boiling hot! Temperature in the bus: 44 degrees!!! Went back to the hotel for lunch. Mean girls: Karen - Siana/Christine; Regina - Alex; Caty - me. All the laughter! Pretty much very meal was all the laughter xD Watched a bit of a movie with Vin Disel then napped for half an hour. Walked on the beach for a but before leaving. Bonding time with the guys on the bus :) Definitely grew a bit closer with the G11 boys during the course of the trip. Went to the orphanage. Such a changing experience. The children were absolutely adorable, and even though we couldn’t communicate with them they eventually warmed up to us and played with us. The first kid I went up to was the trouble maker of the group and tried switching toys with everyone. Tried talking to a small girl but she was so shy haha. Seeing the guys with kids was soo cute! When I was awks and not with a child, Nore pulled me over and gave me the cute little baby Diana

090/366 - 03/30/12

Slept pretty early the night before. Maybe 11 or 12? All cause we had time to shower early LOL. Woke up at 4 and couldn’t go back to sleep since my mind was crowded by the happenings of yesterday an what O wanted to happen at the party -_- Played games on phone to compensate boredom of lying in bed.

So dead on the bus ride. Played at another music school, but for elementary and secondary students. Love playing out in the open air venues :) So refreshing!

Listened to the 7th grade (I think) girls choir perform. Such beautiful voices… And the accompanying LB who played precussion and had hands and height. Little pedo moment LOL.

The bus was parked right beside a small sidewalk and an old lady wanted to get through so I moved out of the way and she smiled and said gracias :D Felt so good inside!

Headed to a nice neighborhood to go to wear we would watch Afro Cuban dancing. It was at a hotel called Le Select. As I took a picture of the sign, I ended up tripping on those damned little steps in the doorway and a man working there laughed at me -_-

The performance was crazy! So much energy from the dancers as they performed in the midday boiling sun AND did two sets all barefoot! The first dance with the gods was hilarious haha. The silly red gods stealing people’s things and messing around xD The older man with the crazy eyes but very built arms o_o The pretty hot guy who sat upon my lap and leaned on my legs. Damn I’m seriously getting lucky on this trip LOL. ALL THE HOT MALES!!! The red gods smelling Jack and Alex’a shoes xD Jack being pulled up to dance with the stick and being carried off by his man HAHAHAHA. So cute!

Their second performance was bananas. The theme was slaves working in the sugar came fields. They were making crazy noises and the impregnating dance was freaking amusing as hell xD They pulled us up to dance after, and it was hella fun :) copied their moved and the conga line was so intense that my hips were hurting LOL. Damn is dancing a workout!

On our way out Alex trips on the bridge and face plants. Poor Baby Whale, but so funny LOL. Seriously tripping day for the Filipinos. Which reminds me, we were the only
Filipinos on the trip which was awesome :D

Got on the bus and it was boiling hot! Temperature in the bus: 44 degrees!!!

Went back to the hotel for lunch. Mean girls: Karen - Siana/Christine; Regina - Alex; Caty - me. All the laughter! Pretty much very meal was all the laughter xD

Watched a bit of a movie with Vin Disel then napped for half an hour. Walked on the beach for a but before leaving.

Bonding time with the guys on the bus :) Definitely grew a bit closer with the G11 boys during the course of the trip.

Went to the orphanage. Such a changing experience. The children were absolutely adorable, and even though we couldn’t communicate with them they eventually warmed up to us and played with us. The first kid I went up to was the trouble maker of the group and tried switching toys with everyone. Tried talking to a small girl but she was so shy haha. Seeing the guys with kids was soo cute! When I was awks and not with a child, Nore pulled me over and gave me the cute little baby Diana

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027/366 - 01/27/12 Thank god midterms are over. Wheeeeu, not like anything is gonna change, minus the cramming part haha! The test was surprisingly easy, wish I knew my reaction types though… Whoops LOL. Waited out in the cold for the bus for god knows how long with Christine, Chris, Alex, and Niko. Found Alex (Baby Whale) as soon as we got to the mall and headed to Deluxe Burger for lunch. Much laughter was shared after we saw what was on the menu… LOLOLOL. Nathan’s Famous Dog. Never gonna hear the end of it -_- Kinda wish I got it because I already ate a burger this week… Next time hahaha. Some creys were shared and heavy shipping was going on; though when she came everything just died. Mood killer == Complimentary cotton candy was delicious~ Song moments: “Because” with the pickle in hand, and “I’m a genie in a bottle, baby, Come, come, come and let me out.” SO MUCH LOVE XD After, Chris and Alex went to go check for bus times so me, Christine, and Baby Whale went off to chill and talk. Soo many creys and feels that I could not contain TT_____TT!!! BUT THEN she came and ruined the mood, minus George because I enjoy his presence LOL. After some awkwardness, Alex and Chris came back to say goodbye. Handshakes were given, and she and George too left so he could drop her off. Me, Baby Whale, and Christine caught eye of the bakery and you know what happens next LOL. Much thanks for the cheesecake from Christine and Cream Puff and Milk from Baby Whale ^_^. More sharing of feels and iPad camwhoring~ the looks we got from people LOL. Said goodbyes to Baby Whale when dropping her off, and made the… “Pact”. Headed to the movies afterwards to meet up with George (thank you for the free movie :3) to watch The Adventure of Tin Tin. Such a cute movie :) wish it ended better though -_- all in all, it was great though~ Saw Neil working and coincidentally saw Nathan (the butt we invited to chill with us but totally ditched D:), Travis, and other male who I did not know (sorry XD) so we ended up getting free popcorn hahaha. Picked up Booster Juice for Christine, then walked around with George and Nathan, until we ditched them (in which case George walked Nathan back to work) and me and Christine went dress hunting. After saying goodbye to my BB, I trudged all the way back to the other side of the mall to meet up with George. Once again, much thanks since he gave me a ride home ^^ first time experiencing George’s driving. I don’t get why people are so afraid though LOL. When I got home, I ate dinner with my family, looked for some grad dresses online, and finished the first season of Misfits. A really great day :)

027/366 - 01/27/12

Thank god midterms are over. Wheeeeu, not like anything is gonna change, minus the cramming part haha! The test was surprisingly easy, wish I knew my reaction types though… Whoops LOL.

Waited out in the cold for the bus for god knows how long with Christine, Chris, Alex, and Niko. Found Alex (Baby Whale) as soon as we got to the mall and headed to Deluxe Burger for lunch. Much laughter was shared after we saw what was on the menu… LOLOLOL. Nathan’s Famous Dog. Never gonna hear the end of it -_- Kinda wish I got it because I already ate a burger this week… Next time hahaha. Some creys were shared and heavy shipping was going on; though when she came everything just died. Mood killer == Complimentary cotton candy was delicious~ Song moments: “Because” with the pickle in hand, and “I’m a genie in a bottle, baby, Come, come, come and let me out.” SO MUCH LOVE XD

After, Chris and Alex went to go check for bus times so me, Christine, and Baby Whale went off to chill and talk. Soo many creys and feels that I could not contain TT_____TT!!! BUT THEN she came and ruined the mood, minus George because I enjoy his presence LOL. After some awkwardness, Alex and Chris came back to say goodbye. Handshakes were given, and she and George too left so he could drop her off.

Me, Baby Whale, and Christine caught eye of the bakery and you know what happens next LOL. Much thanks for the cheesecake from Christine and Cream Puff and Milk from Baby Whale ^_^. More sharing of feels and iPad camwhoring~ the looks we got from people LOL.

Said goodbyes to Baby Whale when dropping her off, and made the… “Pact”.

Headed to the movies afterwards to meet up with George (thank you for the free movie :3) to watch The Adventure of Tin Tin. Such a cute movie :) wish it ended better though -_- all in all, it was great though~

Saw Neil working and coincidentally saw Nathan (the butt we invited to chill with us but totally ditched D:), Travis, and other male who I did not know (sorry XD) so we ended up getting free popcorn hahaha. Picked up Booster Juice for Christine, then walked around with George and Nathan, until we ditched them (in which case George walked Nathan back to work) and me and Christine went dress hunting.

After saying goodbye to my BB, I trudged all the way back to the other side of the mall to meet up with George. Once again, much thanks since he gave me a ride home ^^ first time experiencing George’s driving. I don’t get why people are so afraid though LOL.

When I got home, I ate dinner with my family, looked for some grad dresses online, and finished the first season of Misfits.

A really great day :)

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